Today is just another day in my journey. I am trying to prepare myself for my sweet son Isaac's 1st Birthday in Heaven. His Birthday is July 21, 2011. I have asked 3 close friends to come and 2 of them are coming.
One of them has offered to take pictures for us. And that touched my heart. It will be wonderful to have some pictures of Isaac's 1st Birthday. I have decided that I do not want this to be a very sad time. Birthday's shouldn't be sad. They are a celebration. And that is what I want Isaac's Birthday to be. Yes he is not with us and is in Heaven. But he isn't sad. He isn't in pain. He is having a blast in Heaven. And we need to celebrate that.
I want to celebrate His short Life. He and Sweet Pea saved my life. Without losing them I would not know about my blooding clotting disorders and other medical issues I have.
I am hoping to have a small cake or cupcakes. I also want to let go of balloons, and I want the kids to write or draw something for Isaac to attach to the balloons before we let them go.
I am also thinking of moving the party after the balloon release to my hubby's moms house to let the kids go swimming. I want them to enjoy the day and not have memories of sadness. We will have lots of Birthdays to come for Isaac and Sweet Pea. And I am sure with each one it will get easier, but I will always miss them.
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